Alive

Its wonderfulll. The song which brought me to life...actually destroyed me. I have been looking to death to much, and I failed to embrace what was the main motivation and the pushing factor which I should be concentrating on. Not on a song and the emotions it induces upon the soul...but rather the character of a person. The person's oddities and laughter especially.

Yes. That should be what I'm focusing on . Not on some rubbish little song with suicidal connotations, because it really turned me suicidal, but rather I should focus on the bright and radiant energy of a person. Yes. The song Alive really speaks to me of failure...and it always pushes the question back into my mind: Will you try again? =) Girigiri hero is another one, it asks me whether I want to be a winner again.

I'm alone, but I'll smile.

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And voila. Tonight the five stars sparkled brightly at me. Zhen piao liang.

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And today was also freaking awesome, because I HAVE FINALLY MASTERED THE HI HAT/SPLASH COMBO IN KOKO NI IRUZEE. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Finally! After what a year? I have finally mastered it. Beat that suckas! Muraishi Masayuki is a monster truly. I desire cornflakes. Mmm.

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Spontaneity is what I admire in a yogi!

I fear that moolah will be a problem when it comes to marriage O_O

Emotions pwn me

I'm no Spartan...who am I kidding. What are you to me. What are you to me. Who do you go to when you're low? What do you do when you hurt? If my sky falls...who would call? I look into your eyes...what do you see? What will you do when I'm blue?

You're the stars, the stars I promised to suffer for, to bleed for and to cross the oceans. I wouldn't accept anything short of death from you. Give me death. Yaruyu Mushinigu was the first...and I live to fight these sort of circumstances. I live to fight this type of opposition, I live to lead the charge. Huat